Intelligence and Awareness

I sometimes find myself pondering how some of the most intelligent people I know are also the least consciously aware people. Most of the consciously aware people I’ve come across are intelligent, but one can argue that there are great number of intelligent people who have never had a single conscious thought in their life. Why is that?

Most of these people appear incapable of seeing beyond the veil. They cannot perceive anything beyond the five senses. If science can’t prove it, or if the mainstream media denies its existence, then it simply isn’t worth thinking about for these people. These are the ones who are typically great at regurgitating information, but lack critical thinking skills and rarely ever challenge the status quo. While I may be speaking in generalizations, I do find this quite often to be the case. These also tend to be the same people who blindly follow false leaders, religious or political, thinking they have the answers instead of searching for the answers themselves.

Part of my motivation for writing my book was to make people more consciously aware. If 100 people read my book, and only 1 person has some sort of spiritual awakening, then my book would have been a major success in my eyes. The truth of the matter is, the majority of people who will read my book will be people who already have at least a general understanding of the story’s many esoteric topics, while the rest will consider it as being nothing more than an outlandish science-fiction novel. But for the few people who read it and are generally intrigued enough to do their own research, it would give me great pleasure knowing that I set them off on their own personal spiritual journey, even if they ultimately draw different conclusions than myself.

It took me several years of reading various materials from different sources to be able to complete my book. Looking at one or two sources simply isn’t good enough when you’re trying to figure out some of life’s greatest mysteries. There is a lot of disinformation out there, and sorting the wheat from the chaff can at times be an arduous task. Take Zecharia Sitchin, for example. Although I believe he was at least partially a disinformation agent, I also believe he had a lot of valuable information to offer as well. However, if I had used only him as a source for my book, the story would have taken on a whole new meaning. My book would’ve featured Enki as being the greatest thing since sliced bread if I hadn’t cross-referenced Sitchin’s work with other respectable sources.

The point is, way too many people have become immersed in the matrix, especially now with America as divided as it is. Most people are too distracted with current events, their jobs, and their own personal lives to think about what’s really going on behind the scenes. Although more people are waking up, the majority still seem to be asleep and would prefer to put their trust in authoritative figures than to assume responsibility for themselves. A lot of people also fear what their friends, family members, or co-workers would think of them if they began questioning the mainstream narrative. They don’t want to be considered conspiracy theorists, so this becomes yet another reason why people would rather just go with the flow, even if what we’re being told by those in power doesn’t make much sense.

Fortunately, I have no such fears. If I did, I would never have released “The Man Who Broke Free” to the public. I would have kept it to myself and shared it only with those who I felt would resonate most with the material. I personally believe I released my book at a highly critical time. For those who regard my book as merely a science-fiction novel, they may soon begin to realize that the world they once knew will never again be the same.

After all, Winter Is Coming…


My Spiritual Awakening

Even though my spiritual awakening occurred in 2017, one could argue that my spiritual journey began much earlier than that. It was around 10 years ago when I first became fascinated with cryptozoology. While it might sound silly to associate my interest in mythical creatures such as Bigfoot or the Loch Ness monster to my spiritual awakening, I do feel that it was the first step in preparing me for what was to come later on in my journey. Let’s face it, in order for one to accept most of what I wrote about in “The Man Who Broke Free,” an open mind is very much needed. Such is the case when contemplating the existence of cryptids that have thus far eluded scientific discovery. Destination Truth was one of my favorite shows back in those days.

Soon after, I became enthralled with end of the world prophecies. I recall anxiously waiting to see if Harold Camping’s May 2011 doomsday prediction would come true. When it didn’t, I began looking ahead to the Mayan’s infamous 2012 prophecy. Again, one could say that listening to a 90-year-old Christian evangelist, who turned out to be a false prophet, and believing in yet another failed apocalyptic prediction doesn’t have much to do with having a spiritual awakening. That would certainly be fair to say, but again, I feel this was another step in preparing me for what I would encounter later on in my life.

After that, I began to become interested in conspiracy theories, especially those revolving around secret societies such as the Illuminati, Freemasons, and Bilderberg Group. I also became interested in Ancient Aliens on the History channel. Again, these were more baby steps which would eventually lead me to something much greater. It is important for me to note that I still regarded myself as a Catholic during these times, and didn’t really question my religion too much.

Then, in August 2017, everything changed. I remember thinking to myself how great it would be if we could all learn the truth about what really happens after we die. The universe must have been listening because soon after, I happened to stumble upon Gnosticism while browsing the web, and I became intrigued by the concept of God and Satan being two sides of the same coin. I had never heard of this belief before, nor had I ever heard of the Demiurge, but I wanted to learn more. Shortly after that, I somehow came across a video about how the tunnel of light that most people experience in the afterlife is a trap. This initially sounded absurd to me, but I decided to do some research on the guy in the video who was making this preposterous claim. His name was Wes Penre and he had his own website where he had written his own papers, known as the Wes Penre Papers (WPP). I read through the papers, which were probably a thousand pages or more in total, and I was blown away. There was so much esoteric knowledge included in them that I had never heard of before. It made me want to do my own research and I soon began connecting my own dots. This, in turn, led me further down the rabbit hole and inspired me to begin writing my first book.

Now, here I am in 2020 having accumulated more knowledge than I ever could have imagined. I have grown a lot during this process and certainly learned more about myself. You may ask why should you listen to someone who was at one time gullible enough to believe someone like Harold Camping, but in my defense, I wasn’t even on .01% of the same level of consciousness that I’m on today. That said, just because I believe I possess a lot of hidden knowledge doesn’t mean I want people to blindly accept everything I have written in my book to be true. On the contrary, I would be disappointed if that were the case. My intention when writing my book was to intrigue the reader enough that they would want to do their own research on the many topics that they had likely never heard of before. After all, it was that same intrigue that got me to question my own beliefs and want to learn more.

That’s all for now. I look forward to writing more on this blog and sharing my thoughts on whatever topic that happens to be on my mind.